As you all know I am not one to vent but I think I am going INSANE!!! Everything that could go wrong for me last week went wrong. I know looking back that it could have been worse and I thank god it wasn't.

I haven't been here because of course my computer was targeted out of the blue for a stupid virus. it took me all week to clear it up. GRRRRR! Well whoever decided to get to my comp only succeded in annoying me seeing as I dont do online banking and I have never used a credit card online as of yet so I am thankfull for that.

My longtime Roomate just declared Bankruptcy and therefore needs to move out. I cant afford this house on my own so looks like I am moving once again..... I am sooo not prepared for that financialy or emotionally. I love my house, now I guess its back to apartment living for me. I wish I could be like her and have someone to fall back on seeing as she is moving back in with her mom but I no longer have family and oddly enough seeing that has depressed me and made me think about how alone I really am.... and made me miss all the family I have lost. I know I am a big ball of sunshine arn't I? Our car is on the fritz so thats one more damn bill I can't afford lol. I think I need to win the lottery or something. I havent been in a creative mood either seeing as my life is all just one stress after another.

Sorry about my venting but it does seem to help to get it all out. I feel like I cant talk to anyone about this stuff but you guys. I cant turn to my best friend cause that would only make her feel guilty about declaring bankruptcy in the first place. I felt so alone until I thought of you guys. I am glad I have someone to vent to.