Sorry to all my Da Family. I know I am an ass and I have always had issues with keeping up to date with you guys but this time I have good reason. as you all know I have to move so I had to find a place and deal with all that and I have to pack and blah blah blah. I got my keys to the new apartment this weekend but I have the house all month still so I will try to come online as much as I can. I have to paint the new place and move and all that jazz though so we will have to play it by ear. Love you all.

As you all know I am not one to vent but I think I am going INSANE!!! Everything that could go wrong for me last week went wrong. I know looking back that it could have been worse and I thank god it wasn't.

I haven't been here because of course my computer was targeted out of the blue for a stupid virus. it took me all week to clear it up. GRRRRR! Well whoever decided to get to my comp only succeded in annoying me seeing as I dont do online banking and I have never used a credit card online as of yet so I am thankfull for that.

My longtime Roomate just declared Bankruptcy and therefore needs to move out. I cant afford this house on my own so looks like I am moving once again..... I am sooo not prepared for that financialy or emotionally. I love my house, now I guess its back to apartment living for me. I wish I could be like her and have someone to fall back on seeing as she is moving back in with her mom but I no longer have family and oddly enough seeing that has depressed me and made me think about how alone I really am.... and made me miss all the family I have lost. I know I am a big ball of sunshine arn't I? Our car is on the fritz so thats one more damn bill I can't afford lol. I think I need to win the lottery or something. I havent been in a creative mood either seeing as my life is all just one stress after another.

Sorry about my venting but it does seem to help to get it all out. I feel like I cant talk to anyone about this stuff but you guys. I cant turn to my best friend cause that would only make her feel guilty about declaring bankruptcy in the first place. I felt so alone until I thought of you guys. I am glad I have someone to vent to.

I know it might seem like I drop of the face of the planted from time to time but I am still here.

A couple of months ago my Pug molested my roomates dog lol so we now have puppies they are soo cute!
Other then that nothing much is new except for the usual stressers around here and the fact that I have been working on multiple projects.

ok I have been a lazy shit and havent been online for a long long time. sorry people. I promise to catch up on all your hard work and get back to you all. I have to stop these da vacations I seem to take lol.

Ok this year everyone on my shopping list decided to make homemade gifts which means two things No crowded annoying mall for me but also means I have no clue what to make people. I already drew a twilight portrait for my roomate and bestest buddy but I am in need of some ideas. HEEEEEEEELLLLPP. lol