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Stupid Everything!!!

Mon Jun 15, 2009, 1:54 AM
As you all know I am not one to vent but I think I am going INSANE!!! Everything that could go wrong for me last week went wrong. I know looking back that it could have been worse and I thank god it wasn't.

I haven't been here because of course my computer was targeted out of the blue for a stupid virus. it took me all week to clear it up. GRRRRR! Well whoever decided to get to my comp only succeded in annoying me seeing as I dont do online banking and I have never used a credit card online as of yet so I am thankfull for that.

My longtime Roomate just declared Bankruptcy and therefore needs to move out. I cant afford this house on my own so looks like I am moving once again..... I am sooo not prepared for that financialy or emotionally. I love my house, now I guess its back to apartment living for me. I wish I could be like her and have someone to fall back on seeing as she is moving back in with her mom but I no longer have family and oddly enough seeing that has depressed me and made me think about how alone I really am.... and made me miss all the family I have lost. I know I am a big ball of sunshine arn't I? Our car is on the fritz so thats one more damn bill I can't afford lol. I think I need to win the lottery or something. I havent been in a creative mood either seeing as my life is all just one stress after another.

Sorry about my venting but it does seem to help to get it all out. I feel like I cant talk to anyone about this stuff but you guys. I cant turn to my best friend cause that would only make her feel guilty about declaring bankruptcy in the first place. I felt so alone until I thought of you guys. I am glad I have someone to vent to.

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:icontattoosavage:
*TattooSavage Jun 16, 2009, 7:50:00 AM
Awww :hug: wish I could help! I know how you feel, I complain about my old house sometimes, but it would be really hard to go back to apartment living. Is there no one who could move in and take over for her? I guess unless you know someone, having a stanger move in might be weird eh?

Anyway, if you feel like talking just send me a note. Maybe you could come visit and I could tattoo you and you'll feel a bit better? LOL I guess if finances are bad, travelling really isn't in the cards right now. Hope everything works out for you! :)
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~TattooedMorrigan Jun 16, 2009, 11:45:17 PM
Thanks hun. It feels a lot better knowing there is at least one someone I can talk to and who understands. I am still unsure what all my options are as of yet. I have discussed getting a new roomate with the hubby and he was against that. He has major issues trusting people. My last roomate was his cousin and even that was hard on him. We also have a pitbull that sometimes isnt good around strangers so that would make it super hard. Maybe after I clear some of my garbage up I might have to come get that tattoo. I only usually get one once a year at the Nix convention but now with all this crap I doubt we will even be going this year. which also gets me down I havent missed one in forever. You really are a great friend and I appreciate you for being there. I warn you though I might just have to vent some more soon lol

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=Nitroanarchygirl Jun 17, 2009, 2:11:47 AM
Sorry to hear about this :( Hope all is well soon!!

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=Sheshin Jun 18, 2009, 5:48:03 PM
Its alright sis~! I'm sorry to hear that...if you don't mind me asking why don't you have family like your parents to fall back on.

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~dethzen Jun 19, 2009, 8:46:41 AM
:hug: Sorry to hear about all of that. Wish there was something I could do to help... if you need to vent more, feel free to drop me a note.

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~TattooedMorrigan Jun 20, 2009, 4:06:30 PM
me too lol

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~TattooedMorrigan Jun 20, 2009, 4:08:32 PM
Thats a toughy. I was raised by my grandparents. I have never met my real mother and only really met my father when I was 15. I dont have a real relatioship with him yet. My grandfather Passed away when I was 8 and my Gradmother who I called Mum my whole life passed just over a year ago now.

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~TattooedMorrigan Jun 20, 2009, 4:08:52 PM
Thanks hun I might just have to take you up on the offer:)

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=Sheshin Jun 20, 2009, 8:06:57 PM
I'm soo sorry sis~!
That's rough. It must have been so hard on you growing up.:hug:

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